this year this day is the day of the year that every year b'day boy have to go though this year i spend my day at home thinking about things and what i have done so far, what i have been given, whats life means, thinking that this year will have the same planning as i have plan for my friend o there b'day, but than nil of them call up to ask me to go out.. now i m just 2hr away to end my b'day and the FB wishes from friends are only 70+ i here thanks them for this..
i was surprise on 11.30 from Avrial, nich teng, calvin, adu, fred, nellie with my bro, a b'day party... i LIKE it.. LOVE u all...
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
Rainie Yang - 我們都傻 Wo Men Dou Sha
when listening to music and came to this song Rainie Yang - 我們都傻 Wo Men Dou Sha,where i have been thinking about life, for now is it really important to have money in life so that u can life, or we can just have a simply life out there is this world? i really wish that all people can just life together with out hating one and other, life is just so simply right? why make it so complex? just wish all goes well and hope one day i'm marriage and have kids.. hope all friends and family are safe and sound
PS: i may not keep myself going, but you give me the strength to push on
PS: i may not keep myself going, but you give me the strength to push on
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Days in Taiwan (13/06/11 - 22/06/11)
Till now I'm still not able to call back to my mum phone don really know the reason, but was doing really fine here in TW having fun with ZXPY, HHPY & FY with them around we had alot of fun
Talking Abu the 1st day
We where flying and taking bullet train to kaoshou to stay in motel for the 1st n 2nd night.. With Tat the 1days was for travel
2nd day
We when to kenting for he fun and what we have plan from the motel to only kenning wad NT$1600(4pax) after that we meet this Mr Wu same sir name as me when he bring us around to play feel abit bad when I cut the whole price package to NT $4200 for the whole day and the way back to the motel he was a really best uncle I can say so into teakno and so young in the heart showing us all the way and water sports me and HHPY hot sun burn on the water sports ride having that I think the sun or the shirt of the water sport is not clean I got ruses over my body.. Feelling sad and bad things come along lik the seafood we when for kind to help clean the plate the greyve drop onto my pants and my bag so damn sad sia... But the whole day was tried and fun
Thx you Mr Wu for the whole kenting trip
3rd day
Today was also a traveling day for 4 of us not able to get to the motel by 3pm cos we cannot find the place we took sometime to find it.. Nicely when we walk in she told us the room is small and not good we add bed is NT$1000(2bed) per night or we can get a bigger room for NT$1100 per night so we took the offer and the room number was room 666 so big number and big room sia.. We when dinner and FY told me that just by looking at me eating food the food looks so nice sia.. Hahaha
4th day
It was a theme park ride we when for so many many ride that we can take was so find and good this days was also tried day.. Due to to many games at once, old Liao cannot take it hahaha... The day was lik GG fast game on this trip we also have alot of joke till we LOL alot of time too.. The dinner was really great we spend lik NT$70 per pax back to the motel we have our own games and play number game who lost will be make up so we have so many photos on this.. It's great.. Hahaha
5th day
Today was a trevaling day to hua len.. When we reach here we wanted to take cab to the motel but a cab driver(lady) took us there and we when the some of the nice place in hua Len took alot of photos and I think HHPY is really tried and he did not talk much and feel like he is pea chk.. But the night market is great in some ways lar.. Hopefully me myself will stay nice and don get angry so easily
6th day
Today we when out to a place with alot alot alot of rock, stone and river place where we also climb the cliff and many many steps and the rocks from different kind of shapes till we have fun just looking at it.. We also when to the hotels and the resort hotel where rainie yang's show zao ho jue ting ai shin ni
7th day
Talking abut today I think life have change alot in Any ways lik today is father day friends ZXPY asking me call my father Liao ma? But I did not ans as my father is now in Malaysia and I haven see him in a month or 2? Don know why starting to emo? Again.. Hai you sone times really have to go out with some people that you really can talk and go along with lik when you are sad or left out someone will take to you and not every time being the back up.. I don think alot Of people will understand this.. Ok back to talk Abu the day.. When we reach the hotel in taipei when we though we won't need to find the hotel but it was the wrong hotel we reach there was one more, after we put down our bag(haven check in yet) we left for the Zoo and HHPY went to find his friend so we Break to go the the places we are going, we went for Taipei ZOO.. Looking at all the animal we wanted is to look at the pandas but only have two in the zoo, after we went for 101 to see the view of taipei and we when back to our hotel to change to slipper than go out shopping for things at ximending where I draw out NT $10000 cos really not enough sia... And dinner we had KFC I had grill chicken so god damn nice just like SG pizza dram stick gonna miss it when back to SG.. Still got alot of things to buy.. :)
8th day
We went for a jade expo where we see all the jade so many many of them till we spend like 2hrs and also don't forget the painting from Qing Des after than we Break with HHPY so that he can go and meet his GGF staying at Taiwan so the 3(FY, ZXPY & ME) when to Yao ming shin to see all the nice place so we when to this information station where we walk for 0.6Km feels lik 1Km when we reach there we ask where is the hot spring where we also wanted to see the nice spot of where the foot place are but we when by bus due to too little time we have so at the end of the bus stop we when to this hot spring where we check into this hotel room for towel and the hot spring water smell like rotten egg to us but we still pao into the hot spring water in the hotel room(guy and guy, girl and girl) after we when to shilin yea shi to shop and play after we came back to xi men ding to collect a band I bought for my friends we still continue to shop and we went back to the hotel late and HHPY is still not back yet we all was worry for him as the time is 12.30am(21.06.2011), not long after 12.40am he reach back to the hotel and we had a night pillow fight till 3plus plus than we went to sleep
9th day
Today we all wake up late as we all went for the mee shung in xi men ding as the shop open only at 11am daily after food we when to one more expo of Mao Shang don if I m not wrong forget at where lei.. After we when for a ride to buy this tai ying pen at some where I also forget where I remember today half way rain and I bought 60tai ying pan/feng lee shu HHPY ZXPY and FY was like looking at me with the stung face due to all of us having so many things we when back to our hotel(wonstar) to drop things that we bought after we when to dinshu to buy ah pao tai ting, 1st we when to the bridge at dinshu follow we when back to the station was so hard to find the eggs we wanna buy so we went around asking where we can buy where is the street and after a long walk at last we found the shop where it sells after buy happily we when to one more yea shi where it's so little people around but we try some food that was nice on the net itself not long after we when back to Xi men ding again to continue shopping where FY and ZXPY bought bags again.. Hahaha.. So I follow HHPY to see the sticker cards and he bought like 6 of them once back at the hotel he pass me and FY one each I was surprise and wanted to buy something back too as it's a gift to remember too.. And not to forget we also when to this dao dao shop where we can catch toys where I remember when my army times I when to the same shop cos the staff service was GREAT we had log of toys from there too.. Where I know we all are getting more and more tried day by day cos of the long walk(everyday) and the games we play(water sport, card games, sleep late)
Last day
Today we woke up early as we are going to eat the MAC breakfast(double pig pate with egg) but we are too late as we reach there at 11am THEY HAVE CHANGE TO THE LUNCH MEALS so were so sad leaving the place and when to the cos play shop to eat bake pastes and we meet weeho there too as he is going to pass us the fight confirmation paper after BF we went to long shin temple to pray the weather was so hot till all of us are sweating after we left the temple we were back to xi men ding once again to shop and to play the toy catching game again.. With so little time and so many things to do we have to go back to the hotel to pack our staff and get ready to go to the airport to take the fight back to Singapore and to end the good trip to Taiwan and also to face the up coming battle, challenge and realty of life also at the airport HHPY once again give us gift to end this trip as what he say so in return I gave him the Dog and a coin wallet.. so coming to the end of this 10days of Taiwan trip I wish all of the good luck in study and do well in life and relationship.. I really wish we will have one more trip together some time in the further..
P.S: I LOVE YOU GUY/GIRLS (HHPY, ZXPY and FY)
Talking Abu the 1st day
We where flying and taking bullet train to kaoshou to stay in motel for the 1st n 2nd night.. With Tat the 1days was for travel
2nd day
We when to kenting for he fun and what we have plan from the motel to only kenning wad NT$1600(4pax) after that we meet this Mr Wu same sir name as me when he bring us around to play feel abit bad when I cut the whole price package to NT $4200 for the whole day and the way back to the motel he was a really best uncle I can say so into teakno and so young in the heart showing us all the way and water sports me and HHPY hot sun burn on the water sports ride having that I think the sun or the shirt of the water sport is not clean I got ruses over my body.. Feelling sad and bad things come along lik the seafood we when for kind to help clean the plate the greyve drop onto my pants and my bag so damn sad sia... But the whole day was tried and fun
Thx you Mr Wu for the whole kenting trip
3rd day
Today was also a traveling day for 4 of us not able to get to the motel by 3pm cos we cannot find the place we took sometime to find it.. Nicely when we walk in she told us the room is small and not good we add bed is NT$1000(2bed) per night or we can get a bigger room for NT$1100 per night so we took the offer and the room number was room 666 so big number and big room sia.. We when dinner and FY told me that just by looking at me eating food the food looks so nice sia.. Hahaha
4th day
It was a theme park ride we when for so many many ride that we can take was so find and good this days was also tried day.. Due to to many games at once, old Liao cannot take it hahaha... The day was lik GG fast game on this trip we also have alot of joke till we LOL alot of time too.. The dinner was really great we spend lik NT$70 per pax back to the motel we have our own games and play number game who lost will be make up so we have so many photos on this.. It's great.. Hahaha
5th day
Today was a trevaling day to hua len.. When we reach here we wanted to take cab to the motel but a cab driver(lady) took us there and we when the some of the nice place in hua Len took alot of photos and I think HHPY is really tried and he did not talk much and feel like he is pea chk.. But the night market is great in some ways lar.. Hopefully me myself will stay nice and don get angry so easily
6th day
Today we when out to a place with alot alot alot of rock, stone and river place where we also climb the cliff and many many steps and the rocks from different kind of shapes till we have fun just looking at it.. We also when to the hotels and the resort hotel where rainie yang's show zao ho jue ting ai shin ni
7th day
Talking abut today I think life have change alot in Any ways lik today is father day friends ZXPY asking me call my father Liao ma? But I did not ans as my father is now in Malaysia and I haven see him in a month or 2? Don know why starting to emo? Again.. Hai you sone times really have to go out with some people that you really can talk and go along with lik when you are sad or left out someone will take to you and not every time being the back up.. I don think alot Of people will understand this.. Ok back to talk Abu the day.. When we reach the hotel in taipei when we though we won't need to find the hotel but it was the wrong hotel we reach there was one more, after we put down our bag(haven check in yet) we left for the Zoo and HHPY went to find his friend so we Break to go the the places we are going, we went for Taipei ZOO.. Looking at all the animal we wanted is to look at the pandas but only have two in the zoo, after we went for 101 to see the view of taipei and we when back to our hotel to change to slipper than go out shopping for things at ximending where I draw out NT $10000 cos really not enough sia... And dinner we had KFC I had grill chicken so god damn nice just like SG pizza dram stick gonna miss it when back to SG.. Still got alot of things to buy.. :)
8th day
We went for a jade expo where we see all the jade so many many of them till we spend like 2hrs and also don't forget the painting from Qing Des after than we Break with HHPY so that he can go and meet his GGF staying at Taiwan so the 3(FY, ZXPY & ME) when to Yao ming shin to see all the nice place so we when to this information station where we walk for 0.6Km feels lik 1Km when we reach there we ask where is the hot spring where we also wanted to see the nice spot of where the foot place are but we when by bus due to too little time we have so at the end of the bus stop we when to this hot spring where we check into this hotel room for towel and the hot spring water smell like rotten egg to us but we still pao into the hot spring water in the hotel room(guy and guy, girl and girl) after we when to shilin yea shi to shop and play after we came back to xi men ding to collect a band I bought for my friends we still continue to shop and we went back to the hotel late and HHPY is still not back yet we all was worry for him as the time is 12.30am(21.06.2011), not long after 12.40am he reach back to the hotel and we had a night pillow fight till 3plus plus than we went to sleep
9th day
Today we all wake up late as we all went for the mee shung in xi men ding as the shop open only at 11am daily after food we when to one more expo of Mao Shang don if I m not wrong forget at where lei.. After we when for a ride to buy this tai ying pen at some where I also forget where I remember today half way rain and I bought 60tai ying pan/feng lee shu HHPY ZXPY and FY was like looking at me with the stung face due to all of us having so many things we when back to our hotel(wonstar) to drop things that we bought after we when to dinshu to buy ah pao tai ting, 1st we when to the bridge at dinshu follow we when back to the station was so hard to find the eggs we wanna buy so we went around asking where we can buy where is the street and after a long walk at last we found the shop where it sells after buy happily we when to one more yea shi where it's so little people around but we try some food that was nice on the net itself not long after we when back to Xi men ding again to continue shopping where FY and ZXPY bought bags again.. Hahaha.. So I follow HHPY to see the sticker cards and he bought like 6 of them once back at the hotel he pass me and FY one each I was surprise and wanted to buy something back too as it's a gift to remember too.. And not to forget we also when to this dao dao shop where we can catch toys where I remember when my army times I when to the same shop cos the staff service was GREAT we had log of toys from there too.. Where I know we all are getting more and more tried day by day cos of the long walk(everyday) and the games we play(water sport, card games, sleep late)
Last day
Today we woke up early as we are going to eat the MAC breakfast(double pig pate with egg) but we are too late as we reach there at 11am THEY HAVE CHANGE TO THE LUNCH MEALS so were so sad leaving the place and when to the cos play shop to eat bake pastes and we meet weeho there too as he is going to pass us the fight confirmation paper after BF we went to long shin temple to pray the weather was so hot till all of us are sweating after we left the temple we were back to xi men ding once again to shop and to play the toy catching game again.. With so little time and so many things to do we have to go back to the hotel to pack our staff and get ready to go to the airport to take the fight back to Singapore and to end the good trip to Taiwan and also to face the up coming battle, challenge and realty of life also at the airport HHPY once again give us gift to end this trip as what he say so in return I gave him the Dog and a coin wallet.. so coming to the end of this 10days of Taiwan trip I wish all of the good luck in study and do well in life and relationship.. I really wish we will have one more trip together some time in the further..
P.S: I LOVE YOU GUY/GIRLS (HHPY, ZXPY and FY)
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Rewards
Once again in army 10062011 ICT last day, when all is gather around was giving out something that good Ns men will have a reward getting a $100 safra voucher where by I was one of them too.. But without knowing my name call out number 4 wow.. But than once again no o e see what I have done.. Today mob activeing seeing my 2IC who never come in for the TCI..feel wired upon seeing him don really know him as a 2ic hahaha.. hope next ICT will be a good and i still can tahan the materdor weight.. going taiwan tml and will be back to work after 10days..
P.S - people will not be the same after 1 years or even 1day life still have to go on
P.S - people will not be the same after 1 years or even 1day life still have to go on
Monday, May 30, 2011
HARD TO SAY
everyone is asking the same old question about life, but the ans form most of the people will be "HARD TO SAY" cos we know that the person that you will like to say the ans to are not the one that ask, sometimes in life the person that do not care about you the most may be the one that care for you the most when he/she is not around anymore things in life are just not what you see or heard, life goes as it is trying out will make some different cos if you don try you wont know where is wrong and you wont get to where you wanted to go, in life friends are there when you need one when it comes to a point of time that you don know what happen you will also be lost and trying to find a person to talk to is not as hard as you think when tie is right i will let you all know k?
P.S doing my best to treat every fair and square, life is short, more friends than more emery are better
this is just a short blog cos i cannot log on to >>twitter<<
P.S doing my best to treat every fair and square, life is short, more friends than more emery are better
this is just a short blog cos i cannot log on to >>twitter<<
Friday, May 20, 2011
so damn random
today was not a back day as Backend do not have a lot of things to do for the day just that under Urgent cases having this person name that is so sound to everyone and doing his case is like just kill them self for a lot of people but to me today i told myself why not give this person a chance as he may be good after all the TKTK and who's knows he did well in all the thing i have send to him.. as now was going to try to talk cock with Nih k but may be he really don have to mood to talk to me but it's ok as the days are drawing near to he leaving SH and have book him on the 12/06/2011 to eat lunch with him for the last time but than i have told myself that try to be nice to all the people that i have know or come across but than we knows today we got Tar Har coming back to SH to look for all of us W/O knowing he was the one helping me to massage my back i was surprise on this when i turn over as i saw him with his injure leg walking around feel so pain for him, and i also heard some friends getting separate due to some reason but than what can we do as we do not really know what the story is, and also i happen to know Raplh will only try his best with out asking help form others to help him do his work sia, only know when weebeng & Adrian speck out that he still have so many Iphone to key in when i saw i asked him if he needed help his eyes blink and told me you really wanna key in?? i say why not,
after this was the celebration for Jason Xu who is going off today with out him coming into the BE room and ask for urgent sia.. but than what ever it's we will still miss him, and now in Kbox helping to celebrate Avrial's last day at SH having one more so powerful person to leave SH so sad all of a sudden sia.. Where she will help me all the best and try to clear all the things for me when i was in the frontend team but when i work in BE now i also help her a lot sia not really a lot la but still some where will really miss her.. and than i was like so damn random blogging in Kbox hahaha but also in this day Kbox nich is not really happy about something where by he did not say but he keep coming in and out of the room to the other side of the room to see his friends think nwhat really happen even he don tell me i will just keep thinking
after this was the celebration for Jason Xu who is going off today with out him coming into the BE room and ask for urgent sia.. but than what ever it's we will still miss him, and now in Kbox helping to celebrate Avrial's last day at SH having one more so powerful person to leave SH so sad all of a sudden sia.. Where she will help me all the best and try to clear all the things for me when i was in the frontend team but when i work in BE now i also help her a lot sia not really a lot la but still some where will really miss her.. and than i was like so damn random blogging in Kbox hahaha but also in this day Kbox nich is not really happy about something where by he did not say but he keep coming in and out of the room to the other side of the room to see his friends think nwhat really happen even he don tell me i will just keep thinking
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
going to leave it the way it is
thing is getting clear as i hope but than a new problem start again, sometime i really think that people that cannot mitl task is a very good person, really too good till i may just miss understand them on what they are thinking.. life is just one circle after and other thing have been going on seen i was in SEC school, life have been the same as it come and go but than now in SH things is even faster than what i have go though, tough time has come and go.. everytime i have problem i will find nik to talk as he makes me feel good talking to him even i will also talk to nich abu the problem i have too.. but than i still very sian sometimes wanna talk to you but than just that you cannot mitl task and i just walk away not to dispute you.. may be just that you have things to do ba.. just to say it out on this blog..
today over all is a great time well spend, with all the work doing in backend and than after that we going celebrate sengwei b'day, but than the surprise was gone after von, periyu and YP say it out in the back room with sengwei inside W/O them knowing than i look over to sengwei and he turn over and i say O no gone... so damn sad sia i really know how it feels when the surprise was gone cos sengwei don even know we are going to celebrate his b'day sia.. really at that point of time only nich know how it feels..
P.S too much problem do not know where to start telling
thank you von, py, nik & ah beng for asking..
today over all is a great time well spend, with all the work doing in backend and than after that we going celebrate sengwei b'day, but than the surprise was gone after von, periyu and YP say it out in the back room with sengwei inside W/O them knowing than i look over to sengwei and he turn over and i say O no gone... so damn sad sia i really know how it feels when the surprise was gone cos sengwei don even know we are going to celebrate his b'day sia.. really at that point of time only nich know how it feels..
P.S too much problem do not know where to start telling
thank you von, py, nik & ah beng for asking..
Monday, May 9, 2011
Kind kwang
m i too kind hearted? or m i just a fool?
thinking back why m i so helpful some times? why do i go so far to help someone how come i have to do so many thing to be kind and just to get a word or thanks you?
too kind also fell bad not too kind also feel bad.. But NVM i will still keep being a good guy no matter what to all the nice people that i have come across, cos i feel good sometime to be kind though you wont get know well or get recognize but than what ever you do in life is not going to be what you can get back in life so just think the good way and than you wil leave happily :) with a smile and you will get on with it..
thinking back why m i so helpful some times? why do i go so far to help someone how come i have to do so many thing to be kind and just to get a word or thanks you?
too kind also fell bad not too kind also feel bad.. But NVM i will still keep being a good guy no matter what to all the nice people that i have come across, cos i feel good sometime to be kind though you wont get know well or get recognize but than what ever you do in life is not going to be what you can get back in life so just think the good way and than you wil leave happily :) with a smile and you will get on with it..
Saturday, May 7, 2011
don know what to do?
after a show i have watch in PScsc computer than some people atsrt asking me what happen to me in life as i myself also don know how to ans them.. people lik von, pei yu, wee beng knowing thing have been wrong lately and me myself haven get over it as i have told myself not to think abu all this stupid thing again.. life is just unfair.. i thinking is when looking at people on how well they can get together and people have been caring for others and i have been quite for quite a long time and thing is still not going as well as it is now adays thinking of going back to info sometimes.. sometimes think izzit me myself and i only that is thinking abu all this very small little things and not trying to open up at all.. try my best everyday to talk to you but for ever it's the same thing over and over again like that face you have been giving me... just so sian when you don event know what is the problem that is going on...
should i just Q this company and than go into a new job really so sian and tried sometimes...
Thank for the caring my friends(Starhub Peep)
P.S hope time will be good after you have leave though i will miss you alot as a Good Friend even if you don take me as one
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should i just Q this company and than go into a new job really so sian and tried sometimes...
Thank for the caring my friends(Starhub Peep)
P.S hope time will be good after you have leave though i will miss you alot as a Good Friend even if you don take me as one
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Thursday, May 5, 2011
Training at SHG
Coming to SHG was a new thing.. To do training for empolye account.. Don really know how to do it but than now the day will start soon as time now is 8.58am working till 5pm only don know how this day will be
Time now 11.31pm
Just been train On how to add in ves and remove ves for empolye account.. So damn easy sia.. We have Celine ho, choon hong george sim, benices and myself.. With 2com Only haha..
Time now 2.23pm
After having a not that short break we are back in the office to do training again, lunch was great we have something lik "KFC" was at paya laber the chicken was great so damn nice.. After lunch we took a cab back, the cab was damn hot WTF sia...
time now 6.00pm
and this is the last min of staying in SHG and i m back to PScsc to work lei..
going home with what i hvae learn today and the people i know..
P.S Love today..
Time now 11.31pm
Just been train On how to add in ves and remove ves for empolye account.. So damn easy sia.. We have Celine ho, choon hong george sim, benices and myself.. With 2com Only haha..
Time now 2.23pm
After having a not that short break we are back in the office to do training again, lunch was great we have something lik "KFC" was at paya laber the chicken was great so damn nice.. After lunch we took a cab back, the cab was damn hot WTF sia...
time now 6.00pm
and this is the last min of staying in SHG and i m back to PScsc to work lei..
going home with what i hvae learn today and the people i know..
P.S Love today..
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
One mood affect the others
"one mood affect the others"
This is so damn truth by looking at other peoples mood will only affect yours as well.. Just lik when they mood swang and you by right is On a good mood but affected by them u as well will just go into the unhappy mood not knowing where the u have fallen in lobe of just normal friends love.. Sometimes it feel so F up when they show you the look.. sometime we human just have to have a prostive thinking
P.S life is short enjoy it when you can :)
This is so damn truth by looking at other peoples mood will only affect yours as well.. Just lik when they mood swang and you by right is On a good mood but affected by them u as well will just go into the unhappy mood not knowing where the u have fallen in lobe of just normal friends love.. Sometimes it feel so F up when they show you the look.. sometime we human just have to have a prostive thinking
P.S life is short enjoy it when you can :)
Monday, May 2, 2011
EMO for a few weeks
i have been EMO for a few weeks due to alot of problem.. but now i think im ok lei.. looking at people leaving SH keep me sad so many many times, now the one leaving was Tar hao after spending some time talking to him this few weeks and knowing him more than last makes me feel so sad when he leaves.. the last day he was working was 01/05/2011 when he come into the back room ticking my back saying "Kwang you will miss this right cos no one will do that to you at all) and he keep doing this at that time i told him yes i will miss you cos you are a good guy.. at the morning when i bought breakfast(beehoon) for alot of people i took monen back from tar hua no knowing it's his last day of working after that when i he come in ticking me i pass him back the money for the BF ask i say this is your treat though is not really exp hope you can feel the she bu de love of not wanting him to leave.. in life thing are not going as you have plan everytime, after tar hao soon leaving is anna follow by HHPY(zhao xiang) follow after fang ying, nih T, wee ho, leong will all be leaving.. and soon after most of the people i know well will not be in SH anymore..
love for everyone is unfair..
love for everyone is unfair..
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
REGARDED
something that i have done keep me thinking all day long.. izzit that i have say something or go to backend to work?? last time i have enough stress of info with all the crowd that keep coming in i have tank all the way till DEC 2010 and than i started to move to backend and work.. but than i did not note that the stress level if even more up there.. having a team and people keep giving me that look as i have done something wrong.. i sometimes regard going to backend, regard that why i nv stay in the frontend.. why do i have to convert to BE??? why? and now i don't know what you are thinking and i really done know what have i done wrong to make you show me the face everyday..
P.S we are going to Taiwan soon lei you know??
P.S we are going to Taiwan soon lei you know??
Monday, April 25, 2011
Wrong things
I think.. I will.. I soon..
Thinking Abu life what I really wan? What I really want is not what I can get as thing is not simple as every think it is everytime when some one tell me that "u won't understand what love life is, u won't know what I feel now, u won't understand what is it to have a GF" all this thing that u all say everytime shut the f*** up what u have go though don mean people never though, u think having a GF will make u grow up?? F it men.. Just that u have the needs u want only.. U think u understand more?? Really just shut up men..
Anyway good mood here
Now at kbox with nik, Leong, Von, Anna, pei Yu, Sheng wei, Adrian, wee Beng & wee ho.. Haha what a cobi sia haha.. Though W/O nich, Avrial n cal.. Things still go on.. But so tried now a days.. Happy times are really over?? I cannot see the good times coming.. I m seeing a road W/O lamp light.. I m really thinking too much some times.. I don know.. Someone out there if u see this u may come to me and ask me why..
P.S : wo hen Xiang say out wo de me me... Hope u won't run away after hearing..
Thinking Abu life what I really wan? What I really want is not what I can get as thing is not simple as every think it is everytime when some one tell me that "u won't understand what love life is, u won't know what I feel now, u won't understand what is it to have a GF" all this thing that u all say everytime shut the f*** up what u have go though don mean people never though, u think having a GF will make u grow up?? F it men.. Just that u have the needs u want only.. U think u understand more?? Really just shut up men..
Anyway good mood here
Now at kbox with nik, Leong, Von, Anna, pei Yu, Sheng wei, Adrian, wee Beng & wee ho.. Haha what a cobi sia haha.. Though W/O nich, Avrial n cal.. Things still go on.. But so tried now a days.. Happy times are really over?? I cannot see the good times coming.. I m seeing a road W/O lamp light.. I m really thinking too much some times.. I don know.. Someone out there if u see this u may come to me and ask me why..
P.S : wo hen Xiang say out wo de me me... Hope u won't run away after hearing..
Sunday, April 17, 2011
SO LONG NEVER LOST MY TEMPER
thinking that i should not have gone to backend but than even if i don go in i will go crazy in INFO still hanging there at the backend still having alot of problem given by my backend team, every time what they ask i will try to give them but than starting from now i will use what i have long keep in dark and haven use for a long time sometimes i tell myself that i should be more nice to people but than after today i think i will be nice and bad to my team what ever they don know i will teach them but than one last time.. i will teach them in a group if i can i will not give up till i go to taiwan.. today i just scold Eugene cos of the TRO that have been told to print full page as he ans me back why need to have the full page, cos if the IC number is wrong what happen at the same time i remember that i heard CC calling out there to me that cool down got alot of people in here but than I don care at that time..
But than still the problem have to b solve in a better way and let's hope the 2new boys will learn how to behave cow the two of them have been giving me the most problem.. Again if ther talk back I will also not hold back anymore I will just say out what I should say no ore chance lei.. Enough is enough give u all the nice look you all want to fuck it up so be it one more hit from you and you see
But than still the problem have to b solve in a better way and let's hope the 2new boys will learn how to behave cow the two of them have been giving me the most problem.. Again if ther talk back I will also not hold back anymore I will just say out what I should say no ore chance lei.. Enough is enough give u all the nice look you all want to fuck it up so be it one more hit from you and you see
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Cannot think of a title Today.. it has been sometimes seem i have write my feelings out..
I have seem to FAIL a lot of times that what ever i do wont make you feel happy, how hard i try to joke with you you wont seem to like it, nothing, no matter how i wanted to pei you to make you more happier and let you know that in SH you still have me this pen you to be there for you.. but as far as i try and can see you just don take me as a friend/PY/someone that you can talk your heart out.. when ever you talk about other friends or talk to a person that u just know for like 1month.. i know you will still feel happier than talking to me.. really trying my best, may be not you don see it but than everything i try you just take it as (ya ya ya whatever) and the (ha? please just stop talking) and i did try everyday if you are working, not to be hate by you i try to stop when you are not happy i will try to ask what happen and every time you will just only give that look(not happy) and say (er.. nothing ar..) you know this have been happening after i 3rd time talk to you?? and this have been the respond i get from you every time every day.. sometime i wanted to tell you something that i wanted to share with you about myself or how the days goes and what nice thing i have.. i also dare not say anything out if you give me that respond every time i open up my mouth.. no matter where you place me as a friend, hi bye friend, just a no one, no matter what i will still place you as a good friend of mine.. if you are able to read this thats good.. if not never mind..
I know you have problem till now that haven been resolve but you have to JY ok? GE wo hui yon yuan zhe che ni de.. but if i'm gone hope that we will still contact one and other and i wont forget that day that you bought TEA and the Fruit that i like(Strawberry) really love it and with the sweets that you bought.. but than you know that wo hua ken tho ni de xin qin so do not need to hide from me k..
All of a sudden just remember that daily at work i have to do so many thing and just today only have me, rafe, eugene and Rahmen working together.. morning we have to warm boxes and do alot alot of work.. last time just thinking of the work load everyday with only the 3 of us some days just only 2 person and even i working alone on the monday.. the stress load is there and lately so many thing keep coming in and keep changing i some times work till very sian(feel like eating Ice cream).. Today i was walking in to work with no mood.. but than today a motivation came in after i go and buy breakfast when i saw a set of paper to be warm for TS counter, i saw a sticker paper on top saying (THANKS :) - NIK) just a small thing also will make me feel happy and motivated just to work in SH(for the people working around me) here i will like to say THANKS NIK K for the small note that you left, though you will not see this blog but really thanks for this that i found myself back to working hard.. because other than you only one person have been thanking me only - my info BOSS(Sheng Yang)...
I have seem to FAIL a lot of times that what ever i do wont make you feel happy, how hard i try to joke with you you wont seem to like it, nothing, no matter how i wanted to pei you to make you more happier and let you know that in SH you still have me this pen you to be there for you.. but as far as i try and can see you just don take me as a friend/PY/someone that you can talk your heart out.. when ever you talk about other friends or talk to a person that u just know for like 1month.. i know you will still feel happier than talking to me.. really trying my best, may be not you don see it but than everything i try you just take it as (ya ya ya whatever) and the (ha? please just stop talking) and i did try everyday if you are working, not to be hate by you i try to stop when you are not happy i will try to ask what happen and every time you will just only give that look(not happy) and say (er.. nothing ar..) you know this have been happening after i 3rd time talk to you?? and this have been the respond i get from you every time every day.. sometime i wanted to tell you something that i wanted to share with you about myself or how the days goes and what nice thing i have.. i also dare not say anything out if you give me that respond every time i open up my mouth.. no matter where you place me as a friend, hi bye friend, just a no one, no matter what i will still place you as a good friend of mine.. if you are able to read this thats good.. if not never mind..
I know you have problem till now that haven been resolve but you have to JY ok? GE wo hui yon yuan zhe che ni de.. but if i'm gone hope that we will still contact one and other and i wont forget that day that you bought TEA and the Fruit that i like(Strawberry) really love it and with the sweets that you bought.. but than you know that wo hua ken tho ni de xin qin so do not need to hide from me k..
All of a sudden just remember that daily at work i have to do so many thing and just today only have me, rafe, eugene and Rahmen working together.. morning we have to warm boxes and do alot alot of work.. last time just thinking of the work load everyday with only the 3 of us some days just only 2 person and even i working alone on the monday.. the stress load is there and lately so many thing keep coming in and keep changing i some times work till very sian(feel like eating Ice cream).. Today i was walking in to work with no mood.. but than today a motivation came in after i go and buy breakfast when i saw a set of paper to be warm for TS counter, i saw a sticker paper on top saying (THANKS :) - NIK) just a small thing also will make me feel happy and motivated just to work in SH(for the people working around me) here i will like to say THANKS NIK K for the small note that you left, though you will not see this blog but really thanks for this that i found myself back to working hard.. because other than you only one person have been thanking me only - my info BOSS(Sheng Yang)...
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
GOOD/BAD DAY
OUTING:
Having an outing after so long at work without a real off day.. thinking that i will be happy all day long going to off for 4 days just to really relax myself and to just really rest.. but than i still start to miss how working is fun and STRESS and having the fun people around i have start to miss you all(don need to name if out as you all know who's the few wo huo xiang na only).. just talk about today was a planning long ago as to change money to Taiwan money to spend in Taiwan after changing i have found out than i m very POOR kid after all having so little money left in the bank i almost go crazy.. really don know what to do, but just think i think i can handle my own money well.. **hopefully** having a great fun at dinner with my good friends HHPY, ZXPY and ZXSM having them around we had a great time though we did not do much in the day as we only meet up at 3pm.. while having my dinner i receive a call from someone telling me what happen at the BackEnd team just enough to spoil my mood just on my 1st day of work only and this things happens.. but than over all this is not what i really care just than when go back how many things i have to handle only all the KIVs.. as some people have told me i m a happy go lucky guy and very out going person.. sometimes i also will look for people to talk to also, as i m still human after all... but i still like to hear what people have to say..
P.S:Hopping that you are the one to cheer me up though it may not be you.. just happen to think about you today hope you see this
sign off
kwang_ET
Having an outing after so long at work without a real off day.. thinking that i will be happy all day long going to off for 4 days just to really relax myself and to just really rest.. but than i still start to miss how working is fun and STRESS and having the fun people around i have start to miss you all(don need to name if out as you all know who's the few wo huo xiang na only).. just talk about today was a planning long ago as to change money to Taiwan money to spend in Taiwan after changing i have found out than i m very POOR kid after all having so little money left in the bank i almost go crazy.. really don know what to do, but just think i think i can handle my own money well.. **hopefully** having a great fun at dinner with my good friends HHPY, ZXPY and ZXSM having them around we had a great time though we did not do much in the day as we only meet up at 3pm.. while having my dinner i receive a call from someone telling me what happen at the BackEnd team just enough to spoil my mood just on my 1st day of work only and this things happens.. but than over all this is not what i really care just than when go back how many things i have to handle only all the KIVs.. as some people have told me i m a happy go lucky guy and very out going person.. sometimes i also will look for people to talk to also, as i m still human after all... but i still like to hear what people have to say..
P.S:Hopping that you are the one to cheer me up though it may not be you.. just happen to think about you today hope you see this
sign off
kwang_ET
Sunday, April 3, 2011
SUDDEN FEEL FOR BLOG
SUSPRISE BY ZXPY n NICH GE
Thinking about some of the staffs that bring me hao de zhe yi that wo pu hua wang ze, just like today ZXPY came down to pscsc but not knowing that she have bought me n soon tat bubble tea from eskemo(think spell wrongly) though i have no time to drink.. but than other that her also got Nich Ge that have bought me a box of strawberry that was from the USA(bought form supermarket), so susprise by this two people that have treat me something without me asking.. ^^ soooo not going to foeget today though that some times in pscsc time are not so good but due to people of what they say and what they do to make me stay and not just for the pay but also for the people that have gone though with me and lots of things happening..
OUTBURST
thinking back when people say this will i have my outburst again?? thinking back don know when is the real one that happen on my friends.. sometimes having a small talk and having a small fight also will get people together as well hahaha.. sometimes people ask how come you can be so shu ban to so many people?? i myself think liao i also don know, but than understanding people is what i wanted to do from last time know people best is knowing yourself better understand people that are around you and you will have a good chance to know more friends too.. some of the people will not treat you as the friends that they wanna to be with but than as time past i know i will be his/her friends also
aside: yo si wo ye pu xiang ze xiang le..
Thinking about some of the staffs that bring me hao de zhe yi that wo pu hua wang ze, just like today ZXPY came down to pscsc but not knowing that she have bought me n soon tat bubble tea from eskemo(think spell wrongly) though i have no time to drink.. but than other that her also got Nich Ge that have bought me a box of strawberry that was from the USA(bought form supermarket), so susprise by this two people that have treat me something without me asking.. ^^ soooo not going to foeget today though that some times in pscsc time are not so good but due to people of what they say and what they do to make me stay and not just for the pay but also for the people that have gone though with me and lots of things happening..
OUTBURST
thinking back when people say this will i have my outburst again?? thinking back don know when is the real one that happen on my friends.. sometimes having a small talk and having a small fight also will get people together as well hahaha.. sometimes people ask how come you can be so shu ban to so many people?? i myself think liao i also don know, but than understanding people is what i wanted to do from last time know people best is knowing yourself better understand people that are around you and you will have a good chance to know more friends too.. some of the people will not treat you as the friends that they wanna to be with but than as time past i know i will be his/her friends also
aside: yo si wo ye pu xiang ze xiang le..
Thursday, March 24, 2011
HISTORY REPEAT
once again.. everything is going one around, having some new friends and starting to lost some friends.. as i can see thing are going wrong again and i try to close the gap but there is some people that do not allow me to do so.. not helping but still rub the salt on the wound.. come on just say it out if u r not happy.. i don like that stupid feeling that u just start to stop talking to me.. reply my message like *F*..
hai.. hope everyone out there will be fine don got too work up on the cases that SH is giving.. really hate it..
hai.. hope everyone out there will be fine don got too work up on the cases that SH is giving.. really hate it..
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
GIRLFRIEND
someone some where asked me this question 'when you going to find a girlfriend?' what kind of GF you like? thinking back hmm.. don really think so may be when i meet one one day again.. i will know where the she is my type anot go thought thing together than i will know where the she's the one for me... and up coming life is a hard road to go though i will still keep it up.. leave life to the fullest as people say, i say say try to be happy everydays stay happy till i grow old alone? i don really know.. haha
but i will still keep a look out for that someone that may or may not show up in my life.. as for the time now i will just find a HPY of good bro that i can talk to..
but i will still keep a look out for that someone that may or may not show up in my life.. as for the time now i will just find a HPY of good bro that i can talk to..
Monday, March 21, 2011
Random
so long haven been blogging just writing diary:
Thinking back i have left alot of people out of my life just to earn money at SH, working at SH having no singtel signal making me not able to send SMS out.. sometimes at work i feel like SMS-ing someone that i can talk to though he/she wont really know how it feels, i really need to sms, times to times i have this chong dong to just walk out of the room and just find some Ice-cream to eat just to keep cool, having the work load just at backend is high enough to make me be angry to anyone.. trying hard to cool my self every time not to explore out in the room.. thinking when ever i off/RD the very next day how many recon and follow ups i have to do is one more stress..
some times wanna talk to people that come in to the backend room, but work done give me time, but now i have 6 people in my team hope everything will go well in the upcoming days, teaching new guys is hard some times but thinking how they can help me in the future there make a little smile on my face..
today just had a dinner with ZXPY thinking that she will tell me why so random asking me to eat dinner with her, so i waited but some how some topic bring me to ask her that y qus and i understand why she asked me out for dinner..
having so much thinking i also think back m i having too many people secret? but i don think so lei.. just that i may be a bit bitchy >.< style="font-weight: bold;">SORRY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY
PS: i miss you even if you are just so near to me
Thinking back i have left alot of people out of my life just to earn money at SH, working at SH having no singtel signal making me not able to send SMS out.. sometimes at work i feel like SMS-ing someone that i can talk to though he/she wont really know how it feels, i really need to sms, times to times i have this chong dong to just walk out of the room and just find some Ice-cream to eat just to keep cool, having the work load just at backend is high enough to make me be angry to anyone.. trying hard to cool my self every time not to explore out in the room.. thinking when ever i off/RD the very next day how many recon and follow ups i have to do is one more stress..
some times wanna talk to people that come in to the backend room, but work done give me time, but now i have 6 people in my team hope everything will go well in the upcoming days, teaching new guys is hard some times but thinking how they can help me in the future there make a little smile on my face..
today just had a dinner with ZXPY thinking that she will tell me why so random asking me to eat dinner with her, so i waited but some how some topic bring me to ask her that y qus and i understand why she asked me out for dinner..
having so much thinking i also think back m i having too many people secret? but i don think so lei.. just that i may be a bit bitchy >.< style="font-weight: bold;">SORRY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY
PS: i miss you even if you are just so near to me
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Best Friends and Bros
m i having any best friends?
have i have any good bro along side by me?
did i trust all of them?
i have ask my self this question for a very long time and looking around this circle of friends from all over the working place i know i have to be none of the above..
sometime just feel like putting thing aside and do my best to help out in anyways that i can.. thinking that people will start to leave us and new people will join in.. wo puo shi xiao qi de.. haha just something small things will make me happy and small thing can also make my days feel bad.. but when u have best friends n bros around that u can talk with sometime makes urs listening been talk to someone u trust... but in order to trust people u have to wait for people to trust or u will trust the person 1st??
have u ever not trust urs best friends/bros before??
not to worry needed a listen ears?
i m here for u if needed no matter u take me as a friend/bro/best friend
i will be here
wih love ICE@ET
have i have any good bro along side by me?
did i trust all of them?
i have ask my self this question for a very long time and looking around this circle of friends from all over the working place i know i have to be none of the above..
sometime just feel like putting thing aside and do my best to help out in anyways that i can.. thinking that people will start to leave us and new people will join in.. wo puo shi xiao qi de.. haha just something small things will make me happy and small thing can also make my days feel bad.. but when u have best friends n bros around that u can talk with sometime makes urs listening been talk to someone u trust... but in order to trust people u have to wait for people to trust or u will trust the person 1st??
have u ever not trust urs best friends/bros before??
not to worry needed a listen ears?
i m here for u if needed no matter u take me as a friend/bro/best friend
i will be here
wih love ICE@ET
Friday, February 25, 2011
this whole 21yrs
thinking back all this years that i have n been with all the friends that i had alot of them have lost contact with me and some have start to stop calling and slowly missing out from my life think now i have lost so many important bro & sis/close friend/frinplantgold@hotmail.comeds
i keep thinking back what i have done wrong sometimes still cant get it right.. kind of like to help out on people.. helping them till i cant i still think of ways to help them but most of the time after i had help them so much all just leave like nth had happen before.. feel so *F* up some times
helping out in friendship and B/G relationship so many many and now when friends come to me and ask what about you how u going to have a GF soon?? i really don know sia.. have any feeling for anyone?? yes i have but...
life with so many ups and downs trying my best to make every second happy and nice to spend with anyone that i meet getting angry wont solve anything think i need to cool down alot more than before needed more brain cells and more happy times..
to all people out there:
those with the people you love or taking care of do it right ok.. there is no 2nd chance at all..
i keep thinking back what i have done wrong sometimes still cant get it right.. kind of like to help out on people.. helping them till i cant i still think of ways to help them but most of the time after i had help them so much all just leave like nth had happen before.. feel so *F* up some times
helping out in friendship and B/G relationship so many many and now when friends come to me and ask what about you how u going to have a GF soon?? i really don know sia.. have any feeling for anyone?? yes i have but...
life with so many ups and downs trying my best to make every second happy and nice to spend with anyone that i meet getting angry wont solve anything think i need to cool down alot more than before needed more brain cells and more happy times..
to all people out there:
those with the people you love or taking care of do it right ok.. there is no 2nd chance at all..
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