don know what to do?

after a show i have watch in PScsc computer than some people atsrt asking me what happen to me in life as i myself also don know how to ans them.. people lik von, pei yu, wee beng knowing thing have been wrong lately and me myself haven get over it as i have told myself not to think abu all this stupid thing again.. life is just unfair.. i thinking is when looking at people on how well they can get together and people have been caring for others and i have been quite for quite a long time and thing is still not going as well as it is now adays thinking of going back to info sometimes.. sometimes think izzit me myself and i only that is thinking abu all this very small little things and not trying to open up at all.. try my best everyday to talk to you but for ever it's the same thing over and over again like that face you have been giving me... just so sian when you don event know what is the problem that is going on...

should i just Q this company and than go into a new job really so sian and tried sometimes...

Thank for the caring my friends(Starhub Peep)


P.S hope time will be good after you have leave though i will miss you alot as a Good Friend even if you don take me as one


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Training at SHG

Coming to SHG was a new thing.. To do training for empolye account.. Don really know how to do it but than now the day will start soon as time now is 8.58am working till 5pm only don know how this day will be

Time now 11.31pm
Just been train On how to add in ves and remove ves for empolye account.. So damn easy sia.. We have Celine ho, choon hong george sim, benices and myself.. With 2com Only haha..

Time now 2.23pm
After having a not that short break we are back in the office to do training again, lunch was great we have something lik "KFC" was at paya laber the chicken was great so damn nice.. After lunch we took a cab back, the cab was damn hot WTF sia...

time now 6.00pm
and this is the last min of staying in SHG and i m back to PScsc to work lei..
going home with what i hvae learn today and the people i know..

P.S Love today..

One mood affect the others

"one mood affect the others"

This is so damn truth by looking at other peoples mood will only affect yours as well.. Just lik when they mood swang and you by right is On a good mood but affected by them u as well will just go into the unhappy mood not knowing where the u have fallen in lobe of just normal friends love.. Sometimes it feel so F up when they show you the look.. sometime we human just have to have a prostive thinking

P.S life is short enjoy it when you can :)

EMO for a few weeks

i have been EMO for a few weeks due to alot of problem.. but now i think im ok lei.. looking at people leaving SH keep me sad so many many times, now the one leaving was Tar hao after spending some time talking to him this few weeks and knowing him more than last makes me feel so sad when he leaves.. the last day he was working was 01/05/2011 when he come into the back room ticking my back saying "Kwang you will miss this right cos no one will do that to you at all) and he keep doing this at that time i told him yes i will miss you cos you are a good guy.. at the morning when i bought breakfast(beehoon) for alot of people i took monen back from tar hua no knowing it's his last day of working after that when i he come in ticking me i pass him back the money for the BF ask i say this is your treat though is not really exp hope you can feel the she bu de love of not wanting him to leave.. in life thing are not going as you have plan everytime, after tar hao soon leaving is anna follow by HHPY(zhao xiang) follow after fang ying, nih T, wee ho, leong will all be leaving.. and soon after most of the people i know well will not be in SH anymore..

love for everyone is unfair..

REGARDED

something that i have done keep me thinking all day long.. izzit that i have say something or go to backend to work?? last time i have enough stress of info with all the crowd that keep coming in i have tank all the way till DEC 2010 and than i started to move to backend and work.. but than i did not note that the stress level if even more up there.. having a team and people keep giving me that look as i have done something wrong.. i sometimes regard going to backend, regard that why i nv stay in the frontend.. why do i have to convert to BE??? why? and now i don't know what you are thinking and i really done know what have i done wrong to make you show me the face everyday..

P.S we are going to Taiwan soon lei you know??

Wrong things

I think.. I will.. I soon..

Thinking Abu life what I really wan? What I really want is not what I can get as thing is not simple as every think it is everytime when some one tell me that "u won't understand what love life is, u won't know what I feel now, u won't understand what is it to have a GF" all this thing that u all say everytime shut the f*** up what u have go though don mean people never though, u think having a GF will make u grow up?? F it men.. Just that u have the needs u want only.. U think u understand more?? Really just shut up men..

Anyway good mood here
Now at kbox with nik, Leong, Von, Anna, pei Yu, Sheng wei, Adrian, wee Beng & wee ho.. Haha what a cobi sia haha.. Though W/O nich, Avrial n cal.. Things still go on.. But so tried now a days.. Happy times are really over?? I cannot see the good times coming.. I m seeing a road W/O lamp light.. I m really thinking too much some times.. I don know.. Someone out there if u see this u may come to me and ask me why..

P.S : wo hen Xiang say out wo de me me... Hope u won't run away after hearing..

SO LONG NEVER LOST MY TEMPER

thinking that i should not have gone to backend but than even if i don go in i will go crazy in INFO still hanging there at the backend still having alot of problem given by my backend team, every time what they ask i will try to give them but than starting from now i will use what i have long keep in dark and haven use for a long time sometimes i tell myself that i should be more nice to people but than after today i think i will be nice and bad to my team what ever they don know i will teach them but than one last time.. i will teach them in a group if i can i will not give up till i go to taiwan.. today i just scold Eugene cos of the TRO that have been told to print full page as he ans me back why need to have the full page, cos if the IC number is wrong what happen at the same time i remember that i heard CC calling out there to me that cool down got alot of people in here but than I don care at that time..

But than still the problem have to b solve in a better way and let's hope the 2new boys will learn how to behave cow the two of them have been giving me the most problem.. Again if ther talk back I will also not hold back anymore I will just say out what I should say no ore chance lei.. Enough is enough give u all the nice look you all want to fuck it up so be it one more hit from you and you see