going to leave it the way it is

thing is getting clear as i hope but than a new problem start again, sometime i really think that people that cannot mitl task is a very good person, really too good till i may just miss understand them on what they are thinking.. life is just one circle after and other thing have been going on seen i was in SEC school, life have been the same as it come and go but than now in SH things is even faster than what i have go though, tough time has come and go.. everytime i have problem i will find nik to talk as he makes me feel good talking to him even i will also talk to nich abu the problem i have too.. but than i still very sian sometimes wanna talk to you but than just that you cannot mitl task and i just walk away not to dispute you.. may be just that you have things to do ba.. just to say it out on this blog..

today over all is a great time well spend, with all the work doing in backend and than after that we going celebrate sengwei b'day, but than the surprise was gone after von, periyu and YP say it out in the back room with sengwei inside W/O them knowing than i look over to sengwei and he turn over and i say O no gone... so damn sad sia i really know how it feels when the surprise was gone cos sengwei don even know we are going to celebrate his b'day sia.. really at that point of time only nich know how it feels..

P.S too much problem do not know where to start telling

thank you von, py, nik & ah beng for asking..

Kind kwang

m i too kind hearted? or m i just a fool?

thinking back why m i so helpful some times? why do i go so far to help someone how come i have to do so many thing to be kind and just to get a word or thanks you?
too kind also fell bad not too kind also feel bad.. But NVM i will still keep being a good guy no matter what to all the nice people that i have come across, cos i feel good sometime to be kind though you wont get know well or get recognize but than what ever you do in life is not going to be what you can get back in life so just think the good way and than you wil leave happily :) with a smile and you will get on with it..

don know what to do?

after a show i have watch in PScsc computer than some people atsrt asking me what happen to me in life as i myself also don know how to ans them.. people lik von, pei yu, wee beng knowing thing have been wrong lately and me myself haven get over it as i have told myself not to think abu all this stupid thing again.. life is just unfair.. i thinking is when looking at people on how well they can get together and people have been caring for others and i have been quite for quite a long time and thing is still not going as well as it is now adays thinking of going back to info sometimes.. sometimes think izzit me myself and i only that is thinking abu all this very small little things and not trying to open up at all.. try my best everyday to talk to you but for ever it's the same thing over and over again like that face you have been giving me... just so sian when you don event know what is the problem that is going on...

should i just Q this company and than go into a new job really so sian and tried sometimes...

Thank for the caring my friends(Starhub Peep)


P.S hope time will be good after you have leave though i will miss you alot as a Good Friend even if you don take me as one


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Training at SHG

Coming to SHG was a new thing.. To do training for empolye account.. Don really know how to do it but than now the day will start soon as time now is 8.58am working till 5pm only don know how this day will be

Time now 11.31pm
Just been train On how to add in ves and remove ves for empolye account.. So damn easy sia.. We have Celine ho, choon hong george sim, benices and myself.. With 2com Only haha..

Time now 2.23pm
After having a not that short break we are back in the office to do training again, lunch was great we have something lik "KFC" was at paya laber the chicken was great so damn nice.. After lunch we took a cab back, the cab was damn hot WTF sia...

time now 6.00pm
and this is the last min of staying in SHG and i m back to PScsc to work lei..
going home with what i hvae learn today and the people i know..

P.S Love today..

One mood affect the others

"one mood affect the others"

This is so damn truth by looking at other peoples mood will only affect yours as well.. Just lik when they mood swang and you by right is On a good mood but affected by them u as well will just go into the unhappy mood not knowing where the u have fallen in lobe of just normal friends love.. Sometimes it feel so F up when they show you the look.. sometime we human just have to have a prostive thinking

P.S life is short enjoy it when you can :)

EMO for a few weeks

i have been EMO for a few weeks due to alot of problem.. but now i think im ok lei.. looking at people leaving SH keep me sad so many many times, now the one leaving was Tar hao after spending some time talking to him this few weeks and knowing him more than last makes me feel so sad when he leaves.. the last day he was working was 01/05/2011 when he come into the back room ticking my back saying "Kwang you will miss this right cos no one will do that to you at all) and he keep doing this at that time i told him yes i will miss you cos you are a good guy.. at the morning when i bought breakfast(beehoon) for alot of people i took monen back from tar hua no knowing it's his last day of working after that when i he come in ticking me i pass him back the money for the BF ask i say this is your treat though is not really exp hope you can feel the she bu de love of not wanting him to leave.. in life thing are not going as you have plan everytime, after tar hao soon leaving is anna follow by HHPY(zhao xiang) follow after fang ying, nih T, wee ho, leong will all be leaving.. and soon after most of the people i know well will not be in SH anymore..

love for everyone is unfair..

REGARDED

something that i have done keep me thinking all day long.. izzit that i have say something or go to backend to work?? last time i have enough stress of info with all the crowd that keep coming in i have tank all the way till DEC 2010 and than i started to move to backend and work.. but than i did not note that the stress level if even more up there.. having a team and people keep giving me that look as i have done something wrong.. i sometimes regard going to backend, regard that why i nv stay in the frontend.. why do i have to convert to BE??? why? and now i don't know what you are thinking and i really done know what have i done wrong to make you show me the face everyday..

P.S we are going to Taiwan soon lei you know??