Thursday, March 24, 2011

HISTORY REPEAT

once again.. everything is going one around, having some new friends and starting to lost some friends.. as i can see thing are going wrong again and i try to close the gap but there is some people that do not allow me to do so.. not helping but still rub the salt on the wound.. come on just say it out if u r not happy.. i don like that stupid feeling that u just start to stop talking to me.. reply my message like *F*..

hai.. hope everyone out there will be fine don got too work up on the cases that SH is giving.. really hate it..

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

GIRLFRIEND

someone some where asked me this question 'when you going to find a girlfriend?' what kind of GF you like? thinking back hmm.. don really think so may be when i meet one one day again.. i will know where the she is my type anot go thought thing together than i will know where the she's the one for me... and up coming life is a hard road to go though i will still keep it up.. leave life to the fullest as people say, i say say try to be happy everydays stay happy till i grow old alone? i don really know.. haha

but i will still keep a look out for that someone that may or may not show up in my life.. as for the time now i will just find a HPY of good bro that i can talk to..

Monday, March 21, 2011

Random

so long haven been blogging just writing diary:

Thinking back i have left alot of people out of my life just to earn money at SH, working at SH having no singtel signal making me not able to send SMS out.. sometimes at work i feel like SMS-ing someone that i can talk to though he/she wont really know how it feels, i really need to sms, times to times i have this chong dong to just walk out of the room and just find some Ice-cream to eat just to keep cool, having the work load just at backend is high enough to make me be angry to anyone.. trying hard to cool my self every time not to explore out in the room.. thinking when ever i off/RD the very next day how many recon and follow ups i have to do is one more stress..

some times wanna talk to people that come in to the backend room, but work done give me time, but now i have 6 people in my team hope everything will go well in the upcoming days, teaching new guys is hard some times but thinking how they can help me in the future there make a little smile on my face..

today just had a dinner with ZXPY thinking that she will tell me why so random asking me to eat dinner with her, so i waited but some how some topic bring me to ask her that y qus and i understand why she asked me out for dinner..

having so much thinking i also think back m i having too many people secret? but i don think so lei.. just that i may be a bit bitchy >.< style="font-weight: bold;">SORRY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY

PS: i miss you even if you are just so near to me

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Best Friends and Bros

m i having any best friends?
have i have any good bro along side by me?
did i trust all of them?


i have ask my self this question for a very long time and looking around this circle of friends from all over the working place i know i have to be none of the above..

sometime just feel like putting thing aside and do my best to help out in anyways that i can.. thinking that people will start to leave us and new people will join in.. wo puo shi xiao qi de.. haha just something small things will make me happy and small thing can also make my days feel bad.. but when u have best friends n bros around that u can talk with sometime makes urs listening been talk to someone u trust... but in order to trust people u have to wait for people to trust or u will trust the person 1st??

have u ever not trust urs best friends/bros before??

not to worry needed a listen ears?
i m here for u if needed no matter u take me as a friend/bro/best friend
i will be here

wih love ICE@ET